4/7/2026

Today is the day, quite literally. Hmmm, some issues with the kids, I have yet to find myself to be more engaged with them. It's true that it was due to several minor inconveniences, but myself is as per usual, at fault. Nevertheless, it wasn't all fruitless, after some more observation I can definitely tell that the program is nowhere near enough "fun" for the kids. I wonder is it because they ran out of ideas, burn out, or simply just not very fond of the kids. Maybe they are, but clearly not enough for them to try their best. The coward me, will surely try his best to push the confrontation back a far as possible, but this new side of me that I have been cultivating, is telling me to do the opposite. What to do, what to do...